superhussy123

I want to be fweeeeeeeeeee

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 16:50:29 GMT

of clothes. I wish everybody was naked then I wouldnt have to worry.

xx

mmmmm

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 11:22:43 GMT

I like having a boyfriend. It's cool. No longer virgin Charlotte. Just thought I'd share......

I Love my kitty cat

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 01:49:59 GMT

I wish I could take him away with me. Nevermind.

I have decided I really want someone's babies. Yum.

Bugger

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 02:50:16 GMT

Already broken one or more of my resolutions.

New Years Resolutions

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 17:01:41 GMT

Right ok, here are my new years resolutions that I will try and stick to.

1) Join the uni Gym- I want a flat stomach damn it!!
2) Have fun - as much fun as possible ie. Hussy around
3) Write more ie. do some more creative stuff that I haven't done in a while
4) Try to stop dwelling on things, especially if they are no good for me eg. Will
5) Try to love myself a bit more and try to think positively

Well........there you go.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:06:08 GMT

I really wish i could go on holiday right now. A Cruise would be cool.

Stressed out

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 18:59:18 GMT

I am *really* stressed at the moment. About fuck all. Well not fuck all, but the usual. And it's actualy making me feel physically sick now. I iwsh I had more to do to take my mind off of stuff. Bugger.

Why can't i be normal?

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:29:01 GMT

why, i mean there must be something seriously wrong with me. why do i get fixated on people? why can't i just be normal? why do i think so much? why do i analyse everything? why can't i block things out? why can't i just get over it? why? why did he treat me that way? why couldn't things have gone right for once? why do i feel like the one in the wrong when it's him. why do i always blame myself? why do i always let people make me feel bad about being who i am?

sorry rambeling, a lot of it personal but hey ho its my log.

Cold toes

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 00:30:13 GMT

Feeling pissed off and confused. Not to meantion horny.

i hate marmite

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 23:55:30 GMT

Don't have much to say for myself really. Other than I am horny and that I get no privacy here.

Ho ho ho.

Merry Christmas everyone!!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 21:25:14 GMT

Have a great Christmas!! Don't get too drunk my luvers!!

Got my digital camera and it's brill, can't stop playing with it.

Horny on Christmas day damn it!!!
xxx

Shiver me timbers

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 15:59:16 GMT

Everbody is fecking arguing here. It pisses me off. It's supposed to be Christmas for goodness sake you'd think they would try and give it a rest for a few days. My mum and dad are arguing, my bro and my dad, my bro and my sister.......I want to kill someone, I could scream right now. My dad is going to be in a right arsey mood when he gets back. It's all over the fact that there were something wrong with the pipes for the washing machine (thats what my mum told my dad). He was like no, your being stupid etc. He made her feel so crap she came into my room crying. So my bro decided he would change the pipes so we didnt have to call out the person again. And it turns out my mum was right, there was something wrong with the pipes cos its working now the pipes have been changed. When my dad found out he hit the roof. Got really nasty apparently. Anyway he's gone out with my ma but I \know as soon as he gets back it will kick off again.
Now my bro and sis are arguing bout the christmas tree..........

so tired

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:42:03 GMT

Yep...........tired. Tis my 21st tommorow. Woohoo!!

Not that I am really doing anything anyway.

God

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 16:58:02 GMT

I'm going to be single for the rest of my life......

If that be so then I am going to haver as much fun as possible. I don't see why I should waste any more time on men who clearly don't feel the same for me. I am going to go out and have fun. If i want to act like I slag then I will. I have had enough of being miss goody two shoes. I had fun the other night snogging random people. Rache I snogged twice, a guy I had never see before in my life came up to me and snogged me, then I got off with Rache and her friends. It was fun. Need another night like that.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 17:00:52 GMT

Have you ever wanted to hurt yourself just to make the pain go away? I have got another week and a bit here and I just don't know if I can face it. Everywhere (nearly) reminds me of Will, the sub, the dinning hall, the bloody bus stop where we kissed, everything. God he must have known how easy it was to hurt me. I must have been like a bloody lamb to the slaughter. He obviously had no idea how much i liked him. Or maybe he did and used it against me. I don't know. I will never know if he even meant a word of it. After months of wanting him I feel like shit. I guess part of me knew he was going to mess me around. There were signs which I blatantly ignored cos I thought I wanted to get to know him and give him a chance. My friends warned me but I didn't listen. I don't think there is much that can chear me up at the moment. The feeling was wanting to escape is paramount. He doesn't give a fuck about me, if he did then he would have talked to me not carried on ignoring me. I have done nothing wrong but I have been made to feel like i have. He assumed I wanted a relationship. Really to begin with all I wanted was a shag but after going on that date and him being 'genuine' (genuine my arse)I did want more. If he had turned around to me and said lets shag then I probably wouldn't feel like I do now. I know there are things I could have done differently, but he knew I was shy. When he said what he said about the relationship thing I did not know what to say. Appart from anything else I fealt like that he couldn't care less. He totally confused me. I hate him but part of me still likes him and hopes that he will suddenly start talking to me again and help me by clarifying the truth. I know this won't happen. Especially after the last text I sent him. I just lost it. I couldn't believe that he was ignoring me and that he was seeing somebody else at the same time he had his tounge down my throat. I am so sick of crying and getting angry over this, I just want it all to go away. I am so tired and I just don't have much emotional energy left in me.

hahaha

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 19:56:40 GMT

Got the sack.

it's ok

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 10:14:26 GMT

will is an asshole so now i have got over liking him. shame i still want to rip his clothes off.......

twatted

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 13:03:28 GMT

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr i am so fucking angry. really pissed off. no words can describe how pissed off i am. im also confused beyond belief. it would have been ok if i hadn't have actually liked the guy. (will that is). damn him for being so nice on the date then sticking his tounge down my throat. he bloody well made the first move not me.

grrrrrrrr

Fuck sake

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 15:02:10 GMT

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

Been screwed over by Will fucking twat

tired and feeling meh

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 11:53:55 GMT

meh meh meh

meh meh

meh

I'VE HAD ENOUGH

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:11:24 GMT

*is throwing hissy fit*

I have just had it up to here *points at head* of men and me. In fact If I had my way I would be a lesbian. Women are just so much easier to figure out. Men do my head in, they really do. I hate the way I get when I like someone, I can't stop thinking about them. I am so sick of trying to work this all out in my head, maybe I am just going to have to do something and soon. I am so sick of thinking about it. Then I get angry with myself for thinking sbout it. I've just seen him for God's sake, admittedly wasn't sure if it was him cos he had a hood covering half his face but I am pretty sure it was him cos I think I recognised those eyebrows. I'm going crazy. I thought I saw him giving me a dirty look. For cuk sake all this has to stop. I seriously thought that he may like me. I am so confused and I know I need to say something cos It's doing my head in. Why can't I just be a normal lady? Why God WHY???? He has seriously been giving me mixed signals. Maybe it wasn't him. I am just so sick of it. I feel so stressed at the mo, with everything. I have had enough of just about everything and everybody. I really can't wait for this term to be over. I need to get away and sort my head out.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 18:17:36 GMT

Had enough of everyone and everything. Need a huge tub of ice cream. Except I am not allowed cos I am supposed to be dieting. Or at least eating better. Or at least having no junk food or rather comfort food. I just can't deal with this stress anymore. I am at the end of my tether with everybody and everything. I am starting to feel physically ill because of this. I get myself into such a state sometimes, sometimes over nothing, sometimes i have real reason to.

I need a horny, single man

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 14:27:57 GMT

to be horny with cos I'm gagging for it. The bigger muscles the better. Oh and someone with black hair and blue eyes. Maybe Mr. March on my calendar. Now he is hot.

So fucked off

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 15:46:56 GMT

I have really had enough. Of everything. Of work, of worrying, of stressing, of guys, of couples, of crappyness, of just everything and everybody. I am really worried because my concerntration is going in lessons, I am not motivated all I want to do is stuff my face at the moment. I have no money, waiting to get started with my Royal Mail Job. You would think this makes me happy but no cos I'ts night shift and longer hours than I had expected. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I have had enough of the Will situation. He's a twat I don't know why I am wasting my time on him. I feel like punching something or somebody. I have had ENOUGH!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Seriously need chocolate fix.

Doobey doo

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 16:04:28 GMT

Supposed to be working

Oh well

Got chatted up by the swimming captin